βYou can choose to allow this situation to make you better or bitter,β Barlow told Smith.
She took her pastorβs advice and used her recovery time to pursue a different kind of goal. βI dug into Scripture and learned how to rely on God.Β When I would sit on the bus on the way to a game, unable to play, surrounded by everyone elseβs excitement, He was all I had. No one understood what the loss meant to me except Him.β
Even though Smith grew up in a Christian home understanding the Gospel, it wasnβt until her injury that she fully found her purpose in Jesus. βSoccer was my idol,β confesses Smith. βAll that mattered was being good at soccer and having what mattered most to me taken away changed my life.β
During Smithβs junior year, Michael Voss,
Graceβs womenβs soccer coach, approached her about playing soccer at Grace. When she heard his passion for developing his athletesβ faith, she knew God was leading her to enroll.
Smith had an all-star career at Grace, earning NAIA and NCCAA All-American awards, being named the NCCAA Game Plan 4 Life honoree and earning a spot in the top five all-time scorers at Grace. But what she boasts about most is the way her coach and teammates led her into a deeper relationship with Christ. βWe were equipped and encouraged to disciple others and share our faith. I would have never learned to do that without Vossβ guidance and the teamβs encouragement.β